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thoughts of a freshman

well, it's 1:10 AM tuesday morning- the morning of my first official day at college. i'm not excited, i'm just wishing/hoping/praying that i'll: be able to find time to study while also juggling a job, pass all my classes this first semester, won't dread going to school, will be able to stay awake during class, be able to pay each semester off as it comes, make some friends and be the type of guy that people want to be friends with, etc. anyway, i was tired and about to go to bed, but i thought i'd check my myspace and then leave a short note about the thoughts of a freshman. good night

can't sleep

well, though only two people will ever read this, i'll just post this to have something to do. right now i can't sleep, mainly b/c i need a job and since i don't have one, i'm left to sleep in late which causes me to go to bed late and it's a horrible cycle. I would like a job, if only just to regulate my sleep! i had a good night tonight. i went to a guy's Bible study, where we kicked off a series of weekly get-togethers. we'll be learning and talking about how to grow closer to God and stay closer to Him. God and i both know that i am in desperate need of some help with that. i, then, went out with some friends and went home. i went to my room and just spent some time talking to God through singing and pouring my heart out to Him. before i go to bed i'll read His Word and finish talking to Him by letting Him talk to me. i need Him so much. i left my "worship service" b/c God was laying on my heart what we should sing for tomorrow night's